Ah, ha, ha, ha, staying awake

Yesterday was educational to say the least. I mean, I’m sure I should have learnt something, but I’m not sure what it is. There were good times, and less so times, with confusion in between. Many nice people, good music, nearly enough dancing – but I’m unaware as to what people really think. I don’t know where I fit in this particular social context. I’m not sure whether I’m comfortable with my role (how could I be when I don’t know what it is?). All this is making precious little sense to anyone who wasn’t there and isn’t me, and I do apologise…

Meanwhile, I should be working. The less I work now the more I will have to work when I’m really under pressure and have deadlines sneaking up from behind, wanting to strangle me. I’m thinking about all this social stuff and feeling very sleep-deprived and lazy and guilty about it and AARGH.

My tap shoes are at the cobbler’s now. At least that is being taken care of. This is the scary part, though. Will he get it right? Will he mess up my lovely new shoes? Will he rip me off on top of that? To be continued…


Howl at the moon

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